Where are you german friend?
I miss talking to you and listening to your crazy tales
I miss laughing hard and sharing my things
I miss telling you what I have done and how it went
I miss being texted and texting as well
I miss the other day when we met just to be friends
Where have you been all this time?
I’ve been waiting for such a long time
and I haven’t heard a word
Is it me? Is it you? Is it us?
You weren’t at my party
But don’t take me wrong, this is not resentment nor hate
This is just a story to be told that I haven’t seen nor heard nor lived
It’s just a story in my imagination
A story of distance and inconvenience
After all, we create our own reality, right?
Where are you german friend?
I will be there on time and dress fancy
I will like your music and eat your currywurst
I will enjoy the evening starting at 7:55
I will talk in german the whole night
I will respect your politeness, the rules and the limits
I will cross the street only with a green light
And above all I won’t be loud, I promise, I love silence
Where have we been all this time?
I guess in a place with no time and no distance
In a place full of joy and true friendship
I was wondering how to live without you
I was wondering how to move on without you
I was wondering if this was the end of what vaguely started
Where are you german friend?
Am I just too different?
Is it my mistake?
Was it my black hair or my accent?
I kept asking and asking myself questions of belonging
But I got no answer…
